rainbow background
Sunday, May 8, 2011
Mother's Day
Thursday, March 31, 2011
Three 'good days' so I was told
Saturday, March 26, 2011
Blessings
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
Ever hug a Big Toe
Sunday, March 20, 2011
Come For Me
Saturday, March 19, 2011
Date Night
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
Stick Poking 101
I think I could teach a class on how to survive (meaning endure) this. Or at least share an idea or two to arm yourselves and your other children with. Stick poking: the constant annoying behaviors that seem quite 'normal' to any outsider but to those enduring they are like nails on the chalkboard. I am sure if you are parenting a kiddo with RAD you could easily list their stick poking behaviors and can tell others their current favorite stick of the day/week/month. Her current poker of choice,, especially to her siblings is laughter-at them, about them, when they are talking, eating, walking, sitting...for no reason at all. A laughter that is forced, done to make others feel bad about themselves, to make another uncomfortable or embarrassed. This has been her favorite stick for a few weeks, however I think the stick is almost broken because her siblings aren't bothered by it much anymore. Which sort of breaks my heart, yet I am thankful for their ability to see past the laughter and know it has nothing to do with them. They sort of smile now and look at her like 'nice try, you're stick is broke'.
Monday, March 14, 2011
Worth It
Love’s not a feeling
Love’s not convenient
But I know love will change your life
Love takes sacrifice
Love cuts like a knife
Sometimes love will make you cry
Love’s not easy
But it’s worth it
Love is a hunger
But love won’t leave you empty
See it’s the language of the heart
Love can steal your pride
But love won’t let you hide
It takes everything you’ve got
Love’s not easy
But it’s worth it
(Chorus)
What you gonna do when the bottom falls out
And you’re left with nothing but your fear and your doubt to hold to
Who will hold you?
Where you gonna run when it’s all on the line
And you’re looking for someone to save your life
To save your life
Love can hear you
Love can heal you
If you let it inside
Oh, remember now
Love’s not easy
But it’s worth it
(Chorus)
What you gonna do when the bottom falls out
And you’re left with nothing but your fear and your doubt to hold to
Who’s gonna hold you?
Oh, where you gonna run when it’s all on the line
And you’re looking for someone to save your life
To save your life
Love can hear you
I know love will heal you
If you let it inside
Oh, remember now
Love’s not easy
But it’s worth it
When faced with the daily stick poking, the rages, the ugly behavior just for the sake of being ugly, the hurtful remarks by strangers and even worse family/friends...I choose love even when I don't feel like it, when it is anything but convenient, when more is sacrificed than I could have ever imagined and it indeed on somedays it takes E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G. I've got.